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read my profile sign my guestbook  Name: Kevin Birthday: 5/10/1989 Gender: Male Interests: Game,Anime, and anything else i probally forgotten...v__v Expertise: That one thing where u move that thing to over there and take that new thing out Occupation: Retired Industry: Entertainment Message: message meEmail: email me AIM:  xXShadowAbyssXxAIM:  RageOfPHoenix510
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Thursday, February 21, 2008
bum billy billy bumhmm...so I guess I haven't been writing in this as much as I'd hope (Mish had to remind me to do so). well let's see, what's new with me? well not exactly sure I guess, but I can tell you I have an 8 o clock class tomorrow morning and it's 2 at night, so Michelle you better feel bad cause I'm writing this for you!!! J.k. Anywhoos, let's start at New Years(the Chinese one [that makes me smiles, not exactly sure why]). So I went home for the New Years which was very nice. Yup yup. Got to see my family again, as well as Linda's family which is always nice. I don't believe a lot of people know this, but I've known Linda's father much longer than I've known Linda. Kind of an amusing fact. Because ever since I can remember, my dad would always go to David's (Linda's dad) garage and have our car fixed. In particular, there was this one distinct memory- I was there at the garage and me and my dad were waiting for the car to be fixed and David was with us. I remember he bought me a soda and offered to buy me some chips, but I declined. I don't know, just a memory with David I doubt I'll forget. As for Linda though, gosh! Every time I see her, new bruises just seems to pop out of my arms and legs. As if those were Linda's going away presents to me so I'll always remember her  haha Not sure, but I appreciate them (the feelings behind the hits, not the actual scourging pain). But yea, me and Linda, we go way back. Heh, I always remind her of this, but the first time I met her, Smack Down was playing on the T.V. and I was watching it as her family and my family were all in the living room. They were talking about the Jose Valdez summer school program that I had wanted to attend but didn't get in because according to my teacher, I was too smart for. So when Linda starting talking about it and how she was attending it, I think I said, "eh, that thing's for stupid people." haha yeah, what a wonderful way to start a relationship. I think I felt bad about it later, though it probably didn't last long cause I think the first day of middle school she dugged her nails into me, haha yeah, that's Linda for ya, glad she hasn't changed much (I think). Now over 6 years has passed since that fateful day of me calling her stupid and Linda still won't tell me she loves me!!!!!  Why won't you love me?!?! haha jk jk Honestly, although she and I no longer keep in contact as much as I'd like to, she still is someone I (kinda) trust and I know she's one of those very few people who would (somewhat) accept me completely. Wow, that last part came out too mushy for my liking, but what can I do right? I'm just that kind of guy, hahaha.... gosh, I'm going to shoot myself one day O and I realized going home for New Years that I no longer really care for the red envelopes. I care more for the nian gao, which I ate in nice huge quantity  | |
Tuesday, January 08, 2008
HelloHi Everyone!Everyone as in whoever is left on my friend list that actually still uses Xanga or gives a crap about what I'm writing (mind you, you shouldn't. Most likely it'll be random stuff, so stop reading now). Anyways! it's been about a year and a half now since I've used this hunk of junk thing called Xanga. Like a good conformist I've "evolved" to using Facebook, because unlike Mike, I'm someone who can't pick up the phone to call somebody when I want to talk to them and must rely on an online social networking tool to communicate with people I many a times probably won't see ever again, and even if I do, will disregard as anyone I know because it will only lead to an awkward hello, how's it going? yeah it's very hard to keep in touch, see you later, take care now, bye bye! However, I still use Facebook because there are the few people who I truly do hope to keep in touch with. Sadly, I am constantly disappointed. I recently wrote an essay about Facebook for my English class, and I knew a lot of it was bull, but some of the feelings weren't. But now looking back on it and reflecting upon myself, I realized that those feelings and opinions are in fact, complete bull. Not that my opinions were bull I mean, but the foundation on which my feelings and opinion were created upon were. A lil bit lost? Me too. I think what I'm trying to say is that many of the connections and bonds that I've formed throughout my life are going to fade and most of them die, with or without Facebook. I've realized this over a year ago, but the extent and speed of which were even greater than I had expected. Maybe I'm being melodramatic and overly pessimistic, which I probably am due to my sleep deprivation and insomnia the last couple of days. Or maybe I'm just screaming out for attention from people? I don't even know where I'm going with this anymore. I started this thing to write about randomness, but somehow turned into a rant about feelings I've come to terms with. Aye, let me get back on track to my randomness! Well, I'm now 18 years old, the last time I wrote in this thing seriously(as in write to impress my friends at the time) was when I was less than 16. Gosh I can't even remember most of the stuff I wrote in here. Maybe I'll go through them to see how much I've changed. But wow, can ya believe it? It's 2008 now! I still have a mental image, a blurry one, but still a mental image of myself and my family for my 5th birthday. Damn, cakes were so bomb back then. All the cakes these days have too much cream or are too dry (some tastes like fish food, but only a specific baker makes it like that, and I've already given that person a hard time). While on the topic of that specific person(I'll get back to cake in a bit), gosh, what a complete weirdo! No really, like, I don't know, she's so weird!!! No other way to say it. She's weird! But that's why I'm so completely head over heels(not that I wear heels) with my tail wagging in the air nuts over her. Back to cake!!! yeah, I really don't like cake anymore. I'm so much of a pie person now. Short and simple - Pie's the bomb. Unlike the lesser round shaped desert that's cut like a pizza that comes only in regular, swirl, ice cream, or cheese, pie has so much more different variety and texture and flavor! O speaking of pie, I was sadden by pumpkin pie this year. It uses to be my favorite, but somehow this year it just wasn't as good anymore, I think I'm getting old! and my taste buds are dying!!! Noooo!!!! Hm, but I do like banana cream pie! and apple pie!(McDonald ones count!) and O I really like Marie calendar pies, those are crazy good! XD Haha...ok if you read up to this point, I did tell you to stop, so don't blame this on me. O=] And umm...don't hold any of the things I wrote in this against me(pie>>cake) And I think I might start writing in this thing again, it's actually letting me release some of the cooped up emotions trapped within my head. -Kevin | |
Friday, June 09, 2006
So guys!!! i wonder if anyone read these things anymore. You guys are all on Myspace!!! Me too 
not my fault, i blame whoever got me started in the first place. maybe
Karen!!! je ne sais pas, but yah guys, its the end of school year now.
and I am done!!! no more school!!! me be chillaxin and workn and doing
track this summer fun stuff =D but newhoos. this school year, pretty
crazy stuff, did alot of growing, learn alot of nice things, and met
people I new but never really new if y'all get wut i mean but im really
happy now. Things are lookn up  Later | |
Saturday, March 18, 2006
| haha, like i said, i wont be on this thing for another forever Much Love to All -Kevin | |
Sunday, January 01, 2006
| Happy New Years!! yea i noe i havent been on this thing forever its dusty now and i prob wont be on it for another forever so yea hahah best of wishes to everyone!!! -Kevin | |
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